Last Confessions

If any of you were seen on Twitter earlier, I was discussing my next oneshot. A story for Houdini's Box. Yep. FGB piece. Well, I've come to realize that it's a true crime piece. I started it last night, and went to Miss Andy, writer of Bedroom Confessions and Seven Day Weekend, for her opinion on the piece. She thinks it's a great idea. So I'm running with it.

I announced on Twitter the victims list. Here we go: Jasper, Alice, Peter, Charlotte, Kate, Demetri, Tanya, Chelsea, Esme, Rose, Emmett, Alec, Lauren, Ben, Angela, Jessica, Mike, Heidi, Maggie, Bree, Riley, Maria, and Someone else who shall remain nameless.

I got posed a question: Okay that's the victim's list, who lives. My answer: Edward and Bella. But they aren't together.

The story needs to be between 5000 and 10,000 words. And right now I'm at 1418. I have a lot to go. But I figured I would give you guys this little teaser.

Over the dozens that we had killed, there were only a few I truly felt horrible about. With Jasper, I could see a future with him. But he would never get the chance for it.

I continued on with the tales of killing Alice Brandon, Peter Stone, Charlotte Corrigan, and Kate Anderson. I only stopped when details were needed. Going through everyone I had a hand in killing was draining. But I knew I needed to get through it.

I suddenly remembered Demetri Fraser. He was the first man Carlisle had ever brought home. Normally, I would go out to bars and pick up a girl or a guy, and return to the house with them.

I remember Carlisle walking through the door with him. Demetri's eyes were the same color as mine. A deep brown with gold flecks. If I had known any better, I would have thought he was related to me. But I had met all of my relatives.

I led him to the bedroom where we did what we always did. I fucked the person, Carlisle killed them. He'd wrap them in a sheet and go handle them, while I cleaned the bed and made sure there was no trace of blood left.

With Demetri, things were different. As soon as Carlisle ran the blade across his neck, he had a predatory gleam in his eyes.

“Guest room. Now. Your ass had better be naked,” Carlisle ordered. I smiled at his tone and ran to the guest room.

I quickly peeled my clothing from my body and climbed onto the bed. A few minutes later, Carlisle was on top of me.

“You're fucking gorgeous, you know that? I don't think you know how it feels to watch you fuck the people that I kill.”

I also posted one on twitter. It said "Without a second thought, he approached the bed and slashed Jasper's throat." ~ I feel horrible for killing my favorite character.


I'm seriously hoping that this won't take me too long to write. I'm loving the characters, and the flow is there. After that, it's up in the air. I'm thinking about entering a contest, and I'm definitely submitting something for Preemies.

Fandom For Preemies

No, I'm no where near updating with anything. But this blog topic is something that is VERY important to me.

I was checking some of my tweets on twitter, and AydenM had tweeted out about a new cause. It's called Fandom for Preemies. The concept is simple. Write a oneshot, outtake, or something original for support to the March of Dimes. The March of Dimes is a nonprofit organization whose goal is to help prevent birth defects, premature labor, and infant mortality.

What a lot of people don't know, is that this cause means so much to me. I am the aunt to three amazing nieces and three amazing nephews. One of my nieces and one of my nephews were preemies.

Navannah was born in January of 2001. She was two months early, if memory serves me correctly. It was a strange part of my life because my sister and my mom weren't on speaking terms. They hadn't been for a while. Since my sister's dad had died. (She's my half sister.) But when Navannah was born, Mel was freaked because she was so early. I remember going into the hospital and sitting in Mel's room while my mom was in NICU. That's where Na spent the first few weeks of her life. I don't get along with hospitals. I never have, and I probably never will. So I didn't actually see her when she was in her incubator. She was tiny when she came home though. We were blessed that the worst thing that happened to her was an infection when she was little. She also had ear problems, and was tongue tied. But it was nothing too serious.

Then there's Dakota. Also born in January. But he was born in 2005. (Yes, Navannah and Dakota are brother and sister. Born about 12 days apart.) He was bad off when he was born. Everything that could go wrong with him, did go wrong. He's my Murphy's Law. Once again, while he was in NICU, I was sitting dutifully by my sister while everyone else fawned over the baby. But the moment he was out of the hospital. He was all mine. Again, we were lucky with D. He didn't have any issues with illnesses. He's a normal child. Well, as normal as he can be when growing up in my family.

There are a lot of preemie stories don't turn out like mine did. My story was a walk in the park compared to others I've heard. So, do me a favor. Donate to the cause. If you're an author, contribute to the cause. I already linked the site on here. I'm going to work on a oneshot for the cause. No idea what it'll be yet, but it'll be something.

Moving Forward, A Secondary Love, Daddysper Chapter 8, and the Unnamed Oneshot

So thank you to the people that helped out with Foxy Fics. I have read some of the oneshots that were written for it, and they are amazing. We got the go ahead from Kat to post our fics, so A Secondary Love has been pasted. I've gotten two reviews, and even my beta asked, what the intentions were with Jasper and Char. 


I've come to the decision that I will CONTINUE to write A Secondary Love. However, don't look for it until after Daddysper is finished.


Daddysper Chapter 8: Wonderful Tonight has been started and I have a plan for it. Major bombshell coming in that chapter. It's JPOV, and has a small time jump. Only about a month or so. I also have the song for 9 future chapters picked out. Wendy and I have talked about things that I want to happen in the story, and we're on the same page. Look for more drama and a lot of heartbreak.


Houdini's Box and I have been talking about the oneshot I plan on writing for her. I said it was Carlisle/Bella/Garrett. That is not changing. But I am going in a True Crime direction. Thank you Miss Andy for inspiring that little idea. I'll start that after I finish Moving Forward.


Now, Moving Forward is a piece I am writing for the Writing4Spencer. I originally started out doing a complete original work. But I'm not ready to put Lachlan and Fallon out there yet. I'll probably create a blog page to post that story. But for now, it's going to remain my little baby.


So with Lach and Fallon in my back pocket, I needed something to write for Writing4Spencer. I didn't want to do Bella and Jasper because I think I am getting a little burned out there. So I came up with the idea for Jasper/Bella/Emmett. It's different from what I normally write, but it's doing me some good. Enjoy the teaser.

Standing in front of the granite, Bella looked amazing. Her blue dress shirt and skinny jeans made her look casual, yet dressed up enough to be here. She wore black suede high heels to complete the outfit. Even Alice would have been proud of her.

Jasper went more military with a long sleeve camo shirt with a pair of jeans and white Addidas sneakers. He looked like he always did. He was casual, but relaxed. My heart swelled when I thought of all he had gone through.

When we were with Peter and Charlotte, Jasper slipped. Everyone understood and knew it was hardest on him. He had never felt like he had anywhere to go before meeting Alice and the Cullens. So when he returned home with sparkling ruby eyes, none of us questioned it. Bella excused herself, and went for a hunt.

Three hours later, we had a crimson eyed princess in our presence. When I asked what happened, she said she couldn't let Jasper be the only one who slipped. I let the two of them have their moment, because I knew it was needed. The only thing I could do for them was be there and support them. They never needed to ask.

“You look like you're trying to solve the world's hunger issue. What's going on up there?” Bella asked me. I laughed softly.

“Just thinking about the time you decided to try out human hunting.” A soft giggle passed through her lips. Jasper moved to her side and wrapped his arms around her waist before kissing the shell of her ear.

“That was possibly the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. You'll never know how much that meant to me, my little Hellcat.” I rolled my eyes.

“Alright you two. If we are going to go out tonight, then we need to get home and get changed,” I said. The three of us tended to take forever when we were in the shower. It wasn't our fault. I couldn't keep my hands off of my two lovers.

Bella walked up to the stone and murmured a few quiet words to it. Jasper and I never listened in on what she was saying. The first time we had been here, we learned that she was talking to Edward. She didn't need us listening in on what she was telling him. It was her words. She still loved him, and neither of us held it against her.

When she was done, she returned to my side. Jasper followed behind as we raced back to the house. We still lived in Forks, and had decided to honor Esme by keeping the house the way she liked it. Bella had taken up piano so she could keep Edward's memory alive that way.

As we walked into the house, Bella walked over to the piano and ran her fingers over the keys. I could tell she wanted to sit down and play. She just needed the encouraging sometimes. I walked over and kissed her on the top of her head.

“Play. Jazz and I are going to go get a shower. Come up whenever you are ready.” She nodded slowly and presses her fingers to the keys gently. I walked away from her and grab Jasper's hand, pulling him up the stairs with me.

Okay. For now, that'll do. I hope you guys enjoyed it. When I get to post it, I definitely will.

I'll Be Good For You Chapter 7

Okay. I told you guys I was working on Daddysper and didn't think the next chapter would be up until I got my other oneshots done. Well, you'll be excited to know that the next chapter of I'll Be Good For You is with the beta. As soon as I get it back, I'll post it. But for now, here's a teaser to hold you over.



“As long as he loves you back, that's all that matters sweetheart.” I wrapped my arms around her and returned her hug just as tightly.
“He does mom. He's pretty amazing.” I wiped the stray tear out of my eyes and walked into the kitchen.
I fixed the boys a quick sandwich and called them to the kitchen. The three guys sat around the table as Sue and I stood off to the side. I grabbed a couple of bottles of water and handed on to Jasper. As I went to walk away, he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me into his lap.
“Mom, can I have my lunch? It looks like I'm being held captive,” I said with a giggle. The entire table looked at me as Sue handed me my plate.
I took a bite of my sandwich as Jasper kissed my cheek. I suddenly felt like a girl in love. I wasn't hiding that from my parents either. 
It wasn't something they had ever seen. Even when I was with James, or Emmett for that matter, I wasn't the type to just broadcast it. A few minutes later, Wyatt and Maddie came padding down the stairs. Sue sat them at the table and placed their lunch in front of them with a cup of juice.
The day was relaxing. It was nice to just hang out with my parents and brother, but it reminded me how much I missed Leah.
“Seth, tell Leah to come home soon. I miss her. I want to see her. It seems like it's been ages since I've seen her.” Seth smirked at me. I was whining, and I knew it.
“She already booked her flight for Thanksgiving. She said you had better be here, or she's stopping in Seattle to kick your ass.” I winced and looked at Jasper.
“Want to come meet the last person in my family?” He laughed.
“If it is okay with your parents, then yes. I'd be glad to come back for Thanksgiving.”

Look for the new chapter soon. I promise.

Tilly.