Confessions

-Looks around whistling innocently- Oh. Hi. Yeah, I actually have a preview for you guys to see. Confessions. Remember, Bella is telling Edward everything that Carlisle has done. So far, he's killed Jasper. Then him and Bella cleaned up the mess and had sex. Moving on to the next chapter. Poor Alice Brandon is the victim. I had issues killing Alice. And I'm not entirely sure why. But I finally finished the chapter. It's with the Beta. Here's a bit of it.

“The name is Alice.” She said. As her teeth grazed my ear, I couldn't help the shutter that shot through my body.

I pulled back from her and trailed kisses from her ear to her chin. I then ran my nose along her jaw to her lips.

“I'm Bella,” I whispered against her lips.

She closed the very small distance between our lips. I took her bottom lip between mine and gently sucked on it. She moaned at the feeling. I forced myself to pull away from her and spin her around.

We went back to dancing, and I ran my hands along her legs. As I reached the hem of her skirt, Alice took my hand and continued to push it up her skirt. As soon as my fingers hit the swollen flesh of her lips, I let out a moan. The girl was soaking wet and not wearing anything under it.

“Let's get the fuck out of here. I want you naked and in my bed now,” I growled out. I pulled my hand from her skirt and pulled her out to the car. I unlocked the door and she climbed into the passenger's seat as I got into the driver's seat.

The drive to my house was quick and quiet. I didn't feel the need to say anything, and Alice didn't say anything. I didn't even turn on the radio.

As we climbed out of the car, I got the house key ready. As we approached the door, I became nervous. Part of me knew that Carlisle was going to show up tonight. The other part of me didn't want to believe it.

I was just too turned on to bother with the fact that Carlisle could come home at any minute. Alice wrapped her hand around mine, and I pulled her up to the door. I unlocked the door as her hands roamed my body. I could feel tingles shoot to my core.

I pushed the door open and walked inside. Alice was close behind. After she entered, I pushed the door shut. She backed up against it, and I assaulted her mouth with kisses. My tongue quickly ran across her bottom lip, asking for entrance.

As Alice opened her mouth, my mouth was invaded with her taste. I felt my insides tingle, and I needed to get her upstairs quickly. I pulled away from her, placing her hand in mine, before leading her to the bedroom.

She pulled her hand away from mine to pull my shirt from my body. With every inch she moved up my body, she added a gentle caress to my skin.

In what seemed like no time at all, we were both panting heavily as we lay naked on the bed together.

“I've never actually done this before,” I said as I looked into Alice's eyes. She cracked a soft smile as her lips blazed a trail along my collarbone.

“It'll be okay, Bella. I'll make sure it's something for you to remember.” And with that she moved down my body.

Yeah, that's the next chapter. It's interesting. Carlisle gets a little sweet. I know, scary thought. But I wanted to show that yes, Carlisle is evil. However, the man that Bella married is still under there somewhere.

Until I post,
Tilly

Confessions, Daddysper, and Preemies. Oh wow.

So...... Confessions the oneshot didn't happen. It got turned into a 23 chapter story. Houdini's Box gave me her blessing to run with what I wanted to do. It turns out that Sexella and Serial Killer Carlisle have a lot to tell me. Each victim is going to get their own chapter. Confessions: Jasper Whitlock killed me a little to write, but it needed to be done. Confessions: Alice Brandon is in the works.

Here's a little bit of what I have.

She wrapped her arms around my waist and began to rub her hips against mine. My hands found their way to her hips as my lips met her neck. I placed gentle kisses along her shoulders. She shuddered and leaned back against me. She spun around to face me, and I was met with her hazel eyes. Her hand wrapped around my neck and brought it down to her lips.

“The name is Alice.” She said. As her teeth grazed my ear, I couldn't help the shutter that shot through my body.

I pulled back from her and trailed kisses from her ear to her chin. I then ran my nose along her jaw to her lips.

“I'm Bella,” I whispered against her lips.

She closed the very small distance between our lips. I took her bottom lip between mine and gently sucked on it. She moaned at the feeling. I forced myself to pull away from her and spin her around.

We went back to dancing, and I ran my hands along her legs. As I reached the hem of her skirt, Alice took my hand and continued to push it up her skirt. As soon as my fingers hit the swollen flesh of her lips, I let out a moan. The girl was soaking wet and not wearing anything under it.

“Let's get the fuck out of here. I want you naked and in my bed now,” I growled out. I pulled my hand from her skirt and pulled her out to the car. I unlocked the door and she climbed into the passenger's seat as I got into the driver's seat.

The drive to my house was quick and quiet. I didn't feel the need to say anything, and Alice didn't say anything. I didn't even turn on the radio.

Enjoy that for the time being. Now, Daddysper. -Groans quietly- I promise, I am working on the next chapter. I have the song picked out, and it's coming from Jasper's POV. I have a bomb I want to drop in the chapter. Something you should know about Daddysper is that he has been planned out. I was on Gchat with Jasper's Bella telling her all the issues I was having with Daddysper and what I had planned, and we pretty much came out with the entire story. She's the only one who knows EVERYTHING. My priority for a while was getting Confessions written because it was intended to be a oneshot. But since it's not, I can go back to working on Daddysper.

Then there is Fandom4Preemies. I decided that I would go completely out of my comfort zone and write Edward and Alice. It's going to be the two of them remembering things and going back to things on the night of their son's wedding. Bella and Jasper are going to be secondary characters, and it's going to be one big smut fest. So look for that in the near future.

Tilly.

Last Confessions

If any of you were seen on Twitter earlier, I was discussing my next oneshot. A story for Houdini's Box. Yep. FGB piece. Well, I've come to realize that it's a true crime piece. I started it last night, and went to Miss Andy, writer of Bedroom Confessions and Seven Day Weekend, for her opinion on the piece. She thinks it's a great idea. So I'm running with it.

I announced on Twitter the victims list. Here we go: Jasper, Alice, Peter, Charlotte, Kate, Demetri, Tanya, Chelsea, Esme, Rose, Emmett, Alec, Lauren, Ben, Angela, Jessica, Mike, Heidi, Maggie, Bree, Riley, Maria, and Someone else who shall remain nameless.

I got posed a question: Okay that's the victim's list, who lives. My answer: Edward and Bella. But they aren't together.

The story needs to be between 5000 and 10,000 words. And right now I'm at 1418. I have a lot to go. But I figured I would give you guys this little teaser.

Over the dozens that we had killed, there were only a few I truly felt horrible about. With Jasper, I could see a future with him. But he would never get the chance for it.

I continued on with the tales of killing Alice Brandon, Peter Stone, Charlotte Corrigan, and Kate Anderson. I only stopped when details were needed. Going through everyone I had a hand in killing was draining. But I knew I needed to get through it.

I suddenly remembered Demetri Fraser. He was the first man Carlisle had ever brought home. Normally, I would go out to bars and pick up a girl or a guy, and return to the house with them.

I remember Carlisle walking through the door with him. Demetri's eyes were the same color as mine. A deep brown with gold flecks. If I had known any better, I would have thought he was related to me. But I had met all of my relatives.

I led him to the bedroom where we did what we always did. I fucked the person, Carlisle killed them. He'd wrap them in a sheet and go handle them, while I cleaned the bed and made sure there was no trace of blood left.

With Demetri, things were different. As soon as Carlisle ran the blade across his neck, he had a predatory gleam in his eyes.

“Guest room. Now. Your ass had better be naked,” Carlisle ordered. I smiled at his tone and ran to the guest room.

I quickly peeled my clothing from my body and climbed onto the bed. A few minutes later, Carlisle was on top of me.

“You're fucking gorgeous, you know that? I don't think you know how it feels to watch you fuck the people that I kill.”

I also posted one on twitter. It said "Without a second thought, he approached the bed and slashed Jasper's throat." ~ I feel horrible for killing my favorite character.


I'm seriously hoping that this won't take me too long to write. I'm loving the characters, and the flow is there. After that, it's up in the air. I'm thinking about entering a contest, and I'm definitely submitting something for Preemies.

Fandom For Preemies

No, I'm no where near updating with anything. But this blog topic is something that is VERY important to me.

I was checking some of my tweets on twitter, and AydenM had tweeted out about a new cause. It's called Fandom for Preemies. The concept is simple. Write a oneshot, outtake, or something original for support to the March of Dimes. The March of Dimes is a nonprofit organization whose goal is to help prevent birth defects, premature labor, and infant mortality.

What a lot of people don't know, is that this cause means so much to me. I am the aunt to three amazing nieces and three amazing nephews. One of my nieces and one of my nephews were preemies.

Navannah was born in January of 2001. She was two months early, if memory serves me correctly. It was a strange part of my life because my sister and my mom weren't on speaking terms. They hadn't been for a while. Since my sister's dad had died. (She's my half sister.) But when Navannah was born, Mel was freaked because she was so early. I remember going into the hospital and sitting in Mel's room while my mom was in NICU. That's where Na spent the first few weeks of her life. I don't get along with hospitals. I never have, and I probably never will. So I didn't actually see her when she was in her incubator. She was tiny when she came home though. We were blessed that the worst thing that happened to her was an infection when she was little. She also had ear problems, and was tongue tied. But it was nothing too serious.

Then there's Dakota. Also born in January. But he was born in 2005. (Yes, Navannah and Dakota are brother and sister. Born about 12 days apart.) He was bad off when he was born. Everything that could go wrong with him, did go wrong. He's my Murphy's Law. Once again, while he was in NICU, I was sitting dutifully by my sister while everyone else fawned over the baby. But the moment he was out of the hospital. He was all mine. Again, we were lucky with D. He didn't have any issues with illnesses. He's a normal child. Well, as normal as he can be when growing up in my family.

There are a lot of preemie stories don't turn out like mine did. My story was a walk in the park compared to others I've heard. So, do me a favor. Donate to the cause. If you're an author, contribute to the cause. I already linked the site on here. I'm going to work on a oneshot for the cause. No idea what it'll be yet, but it'll be something.

Moving Forward, A Secondary Love, Daddysper Chapter 8, and the Unnamed Oneshot

So thank you to the people that helped out with Foxy Fics. I have read some of the oneshots that were written for it, and they are amazing. We got the go ahead from Kat to post our fics, so A Secondary Love has been pasted. I've gotten two reviews, and even my beta asked, what the intentions were with Jasper and Char. 


I've come to the decision that I will CONTINUE to write A Secondary Love. However, don't look for it until after Daddysper is finished.


Daddysper Chapter 8: Wonderful Tonight has been started and I have a plan for it. Major bombshell coming in that chapter. It's JPOV, and has a small time jump. Only about a month or so. I also have the song for 9 future chapters picked out. Wendy and I have talked about things that I want to happen in the story, and we're on the same page. Look for more drama and a lot of heartbreak.


Houdini's Box and I have been talking about the oneshot I plan on writing for her. I said it was Carlisle/Bella/Garrett. That is not changing. But I am going in a True Crime direction. Thank you Miss Andy for inspiring that little idea. I'll start that after I finish Moving Forward.


Now, Moving Forward is a piece I am writing for the Writing4Spencer. I originally started out doing a complete original work. But I'm not ready to put Lachlan and Fallon out there yet. I'll probably create a blog page to post that story. But for now, it's going to remain my little baby.


So with Lach and Fallon in my back pocket, I needed something to write for Writing4Spencer. I didn't want to do Bella and Jasper because I think I am getting a little burned out there. So I came up with the idea for Jasper/Bella/Emmett. It's different from what I normally write, but it's doing me some good. Enjoy the teaser.

Standing in front of the granite, Bella looked amazing. Her blue dress shirt and skinny jeans made her look casual, yet dressed up enough to be here. She wore black suede high heels to complete the outfit. Even Alice would have been proud of her.

Jasper went more military with a long sleeve camo shirt with a pair of jeans and white Addidas sneakers. He looked like he always did. He was casual, but relaxed. My heart swelled when I thought of all he had gone through.

When we were with Peter and Charlotte, Jasper slipped. Everyone understood and knew it was hardest on him. He had never felt like he had anywhere to go before meeting Alice and the Cullens. So when he returned home with sparkling ruby eyes, none of us questioned it. Bella excused herself, and went for a hunt.

Three hours later, we had a crimson eyed princess in our presence. When I asked what happened, she said she couldn't let Jasper be the only one who slipped. I let the two of them have their moment, because I knew it was needed. The only thing I could do for them was be there and support them. They never needed to ask.

“You look like you're trying to solve the world's hunger issue. What's going on up there?” Bella asked me. I laughed softly.

“Just thinking about the time you decided to try out human hunting.” A soft giggle passed through her lips. Jasper moved to her side and wrapped his arms around her waist before kissing the shell of her ear.

“That was possibly the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. You'll never know how much that meant to me, my little Hellcat.” I rolled my eyes.

“Alright you two. If we are going to go out tonight, then we need to get home and get changed,” I said. The three of us tended to take forever when we were in the shower. It wasn't our fault. I couldn't keep my hands off of my two lovers.

Bella walked up to the stone and murmured a few quiet words to it. Jasper and I never listened in on what she was saying. The first time we had been here, we learned that she was talking to Edward. She didn't need us listening in on what she was telling him. It was her words. She still loved him, and neither of us held it against her.

When she was done, she returned to my side. Jasper followed behind as we raced back to the house. We still lived in Forks, and had decided to honor Esme by keeping the house the way she liked it. Bella had taken up piano so she could keep Edward's memory alive that way.

As we walked into the house, Bella walked over to the piano and ran her fingers over the keys. I could tell she wanted to sit down and play. She just needed the encouraging sometimes. I walked over and kissed her on the top of her head.

“Play. Jazz and I are going to go get a shower. Come up whenever you are ready.” She nodded slowly and presses her fingers to the keys gently. I walked away from her and grab Jasper's hand, pulling him up the stairs with me.

Okay. For now, that'll do. I hope you guys enjoyed it. When I get to post it, I definitely will.

I'll Be Good For You Chapter 7

Okay. I told you guys I was working on Daddysper and didn't think the next chapter would be up until I got my other oneshots done. Well, you'll be excited to know that the next chapter of I'll Be Good For You is with the beta. As soon as I get it back, I'll post it. But for now, here's a teaser to hold you over.



“As long as he loves you back, that's all that matters sweetheart.” I wrapped my arms around her and returned her hug just as tightly.
“He does mom. He's pretty amazing.” I wiped the stray tear out of my eyes and walked into the kitchen.
I fixed the boys a quick sandwich and called them to the kitchen. The three guys sat around the table as Sue and I stood off to the side. I grabbed a couple of bottles of water and handed on to Jasper. As I went to walk away, he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me into his lap.
“Mom, can I have my lunch? It looks like I'm being held captive,” I said with a giggle. The entire table looked at me as Sue handed me my plate.
I took a bite of my sandwich as Jasper kissed my cheek. I suddenly felt like a girl in love. I wasn't hiding that from my parents either. 
It wasn't something they had ever seen. Even when I was with James, or Emmett for that matter, I wasn't the type to just broadcast it. A few minutes later, Wyatt and Maddie came padding down the stairs. Sue sat them at the table and placed their lunch in front of them with a cup of juice.
The day was relaxing. It was nice to just hang out with my parents and brother, but it reminded me how much I missed Leah.
“Seth, tell Leah to come home soon. I miss her. I want to see her. It seems like it's been ages since I've seen her.” Seth smirked at me. I was whining, and I knew it.
“She already booked her flight for Thanksgiving. She said you had better be here, or she's stopping in Seattle to kick your ass.” I winced and looked at Jasper.
“Want to come meet the last person in my family?” He laughed.
“If it is okay with your parents, then yes. I'd be glad to come back for Thanksgiving.”

Look for the new chapter soon. I promise.

Tilly.

A few oneshots, Fandom Gives Back, and even a little Daddysper

So... It's been a while. I know. I won't make excuses. Twitter took control of my life and I was unable to write. -Sigh- However, Here is an update of what is going on with my life in the writing world. 


Foxy Fics: So the amazing Katbug86 put together an AMAZING fundraiser for Parkinson's research. I was contacted by my beta, Brandi, about joining the cause. I couldn't say no. Of course, the group of writers who have gotten together to contribute are more than amazing. Most of them are friends of mine, and I do love them dearly. This list includes Beegurl13 and JandMsMommy. Beegurl13 is my beta. (Whom I love oh so very much) JandMsMommy is a friend of mine who writes a little story called Bedroom Confessions. Maybe you've heard of it. I tend to tweet it out for her. Plus I help her out with the finer details. Other authors include GinnMeadows, AydenMorgan, alisxvolatx21, Maggieloo402, and a ton of other amazing authors. Check the website out. FoxyFics.


Writing4Spencer: Two amazing women, Jaspers_Cherry and TheMajorsBelle have put together an amazing fundraiser for Adrenal Cancer. I'm sure all of you have heard about the Spencer Bell Legacy Concert 100 Monkeys has done. Well after watching the live stream, the girls decided to put together a collection of stories to raise money for The University of Michigan's Adrenal Cancer Program. There are a few authors that I know and love who are signed up to contribute. Check out the website for more information. Writing4Spencer.


Fandom Gives Back: I put up some stuff for Fandom Gives Back. The amazing HoudinisBox has thrown me for a loop and has sent me out of my comfort zone. Which I love her for. So be expecting a 5,000 - 10,000 word oneshot about Carlise, Bella, and Garrett in the near future. 


Daddysper: The next chapter is in the works. However, those three things above take priority. I promise that when I am not working on the three stories above, and I'm at a computer, I'm working on writing the next chapter. It's just harder than I thought it was going to be.


To tide you over. I have my Foxy Fics story finished. I need to get it beta'd like yesterday, but otherwise I can send it out. So enjoy this little ditty I put together. A huge thank you go out to my two prereaders on this story already. They both told me that this story was good. Well one has seen the finish product. The other hasn't. But I'm rambling. Here's a look at Jas and Char. (I really need a title for that story)

I held her while she sobbed. I knew she needed to get it out. I had been waiting for this moment for three years. After she was done, she looked up at me and pressed her lips to mine.

It was nothing I had ever felt before. Not even with Alice had I felt the jolt of something run through me. As I kissed her back gently, I laid back against the hard ground. Charlotte's legs straddled my hips, and she pressed herself against me.

I could feel the lust running through her body. It spurred me on. I pressed my hips up into hers, and a small whimper left her lips. I moved my lips from hers down to her neck. Her hands moved to my hair.

The feeling of her hands in my hair was indescribable. I moved my hands from her hips and pulled her shirt from her body. She looked down at me with hooded eyes. With mine, I let her know that she was in control of the situation. If she wanted to stop, we would.

Instead of freaking out and running away, Charlotte simply reached behind her, and unclasped her bra. The blue lace fell from her body. Instinctively, my mouth moved to her pert breasts. As I lavished attention to her nipples, Char kept grinding down on my hardened length.

I couldn't help but groan against her. As I threw my head back, something snapped into place for her. She jumped off of my lap, grabbed her shirt and bra, and took off up the stairs.

I sighed and shook my head. I knew we were both in a spot where we shouldn't be considering what we had just done.

Okay. So that's what I have so far. I wanted to go in a different direction with Jasper. But I didn't want to pair him with Bella. So I went with Char. It was something I haven't seen a lot of. So I went with it. When I get the go ahead to post it, you guys will know.

Tilly.